Thinking about my rant

I've been thinking a lot about my I Don't Wanna post and its been bugging me. I'm pretty sure - I'm afraid to go back and read it - that I went off on a total side tracked rant and didn't say anything about what I don't wanna do. I think I ranted because I didn't have anyone to complain to and with all the things that I had to do and figure out it just got to a point that I couldn't hold it in. By now I've taken care of much of the stuff that need to be done and I'm sure that I've forgotten some of the things that I needed to or at least thought that I needed to do. I wanted to apologise for that and I'm debating on making a new list of things that now need to get done and the things that I got done. Meh, that's probably not interesting to anyone and its probably more typing then I care to do.


Well here's the nut shell for the reason for my needs and have-tos. I quit my job at the end of January so with that comes dealing with unemployment, COBRA (calling them then the insurance co. then COBRA then the pharmacy, then the insurance blah blah), paying bills and figuring out their scheduling, updating my resume and not wanting to, not wanting to apply for jobs b/c I want to be the one to coast on unemployment for a change which triggers a WHOLE huge issue with my 'It' that lives with me. Deep breath.... ok... then theres figuring out daters and things to fly to AZ to see a friend and with that comes deciding on if I want to move to AZ - Whoa! Did I just say move to another state!?!?! Yeah thats huge on top of every thing else thats going on the past couple of months and might deserve its own post at some point and time.

So yeah, my nut shell. Wanna come spend some time with me in here? lol